Tuesday, 14 May 2019

Everything Wasn't Going As Planned, But...

Assalamualaikum and hi! How are you? I'm doing fine, Alhamdulillah :) and I wish that blessings would always be showered upon you and me too, of course!

Anyways, I've got an interview offer *Alhamdulillah this Sunday and I was busying myself getting prepared for the interview, talking in front of the mirror and asking for my big sis's advice about the whole-interview-thing. She was studying law right now and honestly, I am damn so jealous with that confidence of hers! >< I mean, God, she was so confidence, a very good speaker and her lecturers also appointed her as the best speaker during the last of her Moot activity too! 

Speaking of which, I was very very attached to this interview thing, done some research and practised as if tomorrow never comes when suddenly all of my information that I gathered in the laptop were all gone missing! Imagine that and the worst part was the laptop was set to not save any history sites and I also did not bookmark those sites, not even save them in my email so yeah, everything just vanished*poof like Evanesco! (crying) 

However, it got to me that maybe God wanted to test me and of course, I should have been very very very sure with whatever He has planned and the more I think about this thing, the more I understand that maybe this second time I researched  for the information may actually help me to not miss anything and of course I would be much more familiar as I've been browsing this stuff before. Anyways, I am grateful though and I knew my parents also are always praying the best for me. I could not repay that kindness of theirs as they have done so much for me and I really really love them. 

 Thank you God for giving me such SUPERMOMMY and SUPERDAD. Please shower them, my family members and I, myself together with my friends out there, whether we know each other or not, please shower us with Your kindness and blessings and do forgive all of our sins, protect our parents from the Hellfire and grant all of us Your Garden of Eden. ^^ 

PS: Don't forget to recite Al-Fatihah (for Muslims) and good prayers (for non-Muslims) for both of your parents! :) 

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Tuesday, 7 May 2019

That SCISSOR Story

Assalamualaikum, hi!
Before you read this post, I think it's better if you read this one first because I'm afraid that you would not understand the main subject in this entry at the first place.

You see, I don't actually really know how to tell you why but I'm going to try my best though. I really really like the criminal series that was being played in the telly such as Criminal Minds, Law & Order: Special Victims Unit, CSI: Crime Scene Investigation Series and so much more that I couldn't mention here because there's just too much! ><

There were some crimes that really spooked me and they just going around and around in my head so wherever I go, I would be thinking about those crimes and the terrible things that happened to the victims. I knew and I am well aware that the things in the telly were just acts by the artists and those things may or may not be happening in real life. Even so, I just got scared and terrified so that was when I started to bring my scissor everywhere I go.

However, I don't intend to hurt other people though. I'm just thinking that I could threaten the bad people only and if things go wrong, I'm definitely defending myself with whatever my might is able to do. As I grew up, I have been less paranoid and not really terrified with the criminal series in the telly and now, I enjoy watching the comedy series more especially The Golden Girls and other series (you mention it!). But still, I can't beat that habit of bringing the scissor everywhere I go.

That's all for now. See you later and Ramadhan Kareem everyone! ^^

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Thursday, 2 May 2019

Innerself and Sudden Disappearance

Assalamualaikum, hi there :) Okay, it has been too long since I last updated my blog and then I shut it down for a while but then, not returning back and not updating anything, god, that's so terrible :/

Hmm, I don't really sure what to write right now, like nothing so extravagant happened, so I don't really have any story to share. Well honestly, I feel so bad to myself for decided to shut this blog for a while but that "for-a-while-moment" turned barbaric 'cause I knew my action just gave a bad impact on my life. I mean, I've been struggling for my own personality and keeping myself motivated and being optimistic almost all the time and writing in this space of mine helped a lot, it contributed to my positivity lifestyle and of course maintained myself to be productive in my life.

But then, I have to focus on my final exam and then I just kept telling myself that it was okay to risk something in order to achieve something else but the other part of me felt extremely guilty for doing this. I thought that it was just not fair for myself but then things happened and well, I would not say that I nailed my final exam perfectly but I gave my best though :)

Yeah, that's all for now. Welcome back to me^^

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