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Umar ibn Al-Khattab

Sunday, 14 July 2019

Driving License, Fate and I

Assalamualaikum and hi.

Finally, I'm going to get a driving license!!!

Okay actually, I badly don't want to take the license. And I don't know who to blame for this traumatic feeling when I imagined myself driving the car, I just don't know how to solve it.

Everything started when I knew that my sister was involved in accident and to make it worse, she was involved in two. Even though she was okay and not injured and there was no major injuries either from her side or others but the fact she was involved in accidents really got me up to my nerve. I was so scared and since then, I vowed to myself that I won't ever take that license and got crashed.

But here's the twist. I found a job and I wanted that job. So I told my mother about it.

But my mother told me that I should get a driving license first because nobody was available to send me either going to or pick me up. You see? I was stuck right in the middle. I talked this through with my sister and she gave me advice and she was good, she convinced me and talked a lot about her involvement in the accidents and therefore, I agreed to get a driving license.

Of course, I was really nervous and really my stomach twisted really hard at first but I insisted myself that I can do this and now, I'm okay and I admit that I feel scared but not as much as I had back then. Overall, I'm so thankful for this opportunity and really, I thanked my mommy a lot because if she didn't say that to me then I don't think I'll ever take the test for the license. Until then, byebye.

10 comments:

  1. Memula memang akan rasa takut, tambah dengar orang lain pernah eksiden atau berlanggar kan. Tapi percayalah.. nanti lama-lama perasaan takut tu akan hilang dan okay.. I feel the same before.. hehehe..

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    1. huhu betul sangat2
      sebab saffaa dengar kakak saffaa eksiden terus nekad taknak bawa kereta hehehe

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  2. rasanya semua org rasa mcm tu... tapi lama2 akan hilang... yg penting ikut je peraturan...

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    1. betul tu..kakak saffaa pun nasihat macam ni..asalkan ikut peraturan dan tanda jalan, insya Allah okay je

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  3. just give a try dulu..who knows u will overcome your fear...i pun ad lesen kete,tapi kete tak bawak2....kekekee pity me sebab parent wouldnt allow me to drive,i guess trust issue?hoho

    singgah dan follow sini!

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    1. Hehe yess insha Allah i can overcome this fear
      Hehe maybe one day they're gonna let you drive hehee

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  4. you'll be able to overcome it sooner or later. have faith okay darling.

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  5. Wah good news! ^^ Hana pun teringin nak ada license tapi tu lah,driving pun tak reti lagi! hahaha maklumlah fizikal pun masih level2 budak tadika,manalah parents nak bagi permission T^T

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    1. Hahaa no worries hana, one day kot2 boleh drift ala2 kl gangster hehee

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