Assalamualaikum and hi everyone :)
Thank you for still visiting to my blog even though I have started to abandon it again unintentionally (oh no!!).
Okay, so this entry is going to be short and brief, which is this time, I am really not gonna post anything (intentionally) until I'm fully okay and recharged again (hopefully on the 2nd of June ;) ).
You see, all of the assignments and the tasks, the online classes, they are crushing me from every direction, like I am standing on the ground, and from above, there is a heap of assignments, from my left, the tasks and quizzes and from my right, the online classes. I mean, all of them are coming at the same time towards me. In Malay, we could say, 'sekali harung' (oh my, this word is so perfect to describe it.).
So in that moment of chaos, I'm becoming one too. I'm becoming the chaos and I don't want that and just so you know, I'm the type of person who need to be two steps ahead. Say, if the assignment's due date is in two weeks, I want to settle it this week or at least by next week but not on the week the assignment needs to be submitted because on the week that it was to be submitted is the week where I'm making the final check (again) before submitting it. Or, if it needs to be submitted by that week, then I have to make sure I could complete it before the due date, at least a day before.
I don't blame anyone, not even myself and I don't want to. This is just me, being me, but because I'm just a human, so I need essential things that have to be taken care of too and this time, I admit, I'm at my limit, I'm tired and exhausted and I just need the time to stop for a while so that I can catch my breath peacefully again. That's all.
Another thing, today is my birthday. Honestly, I don't really celebrate birthdays because my family don't do things others would do during their birthdays except for eating cakes (which is of course, homemade cakes!!) so I would usually do my usual routine, reading books, binge on junk food etc. However it is, I'm still here so I'm so grateful though. And thanks to you, this blog is still going on despite the childish rants. Thank you so much <3
I hope we could meet again on June 2, 2020, insha-Allah as that is also another special date of someone in my life^^
|Man, they're coming from every directions.|
"Assignments, tasks and quizzes are to be submitted by the end of the week"