"My heart is at ease knowing that what was meant for me will never miss me and that what misses me was never meant for me''

Umar ibn Al-Khattab

Friday, 9 October 2020

#drawing_1 A Camera

Assalamualaikum. Next week I'll be starting my first semester of my second year. I don't really have much to say except it hurts. What hurts? My result of the last semester hurts. I did pass the target I aimed for so that's good news but it hurts when my result was really really near miss to make it to Dean's List. Honestly, I didn't target for the Dean's List in the first place as I knew exactly where my ability will get me to. And of course, I'm no top student but when I get this kind of near-miss-result, I felt a slap on my face because at that time that I realized I can achieve that. I just need to push my ability further and truth is, I wanted to at least, even once, I wanted to get the Dean's List as a gift for my parents. My mother told me that I've done great and that to get to where I am now was already hard enough for others so she was really really proud with me and she knew I can achieve more. 

Dear Future-Me, I sincerely wish you all the best. From, Present-Me.

Dear Past-Me, thank you for your hard work all this time. You've done a wonderful job. From, Present-Me.

I have a camera but I've not use it for a long time

A Camera